goodbye and hello…

finally i’ve graduated.. i’m really happy this time.. excited and nervous for college life.. tensed because i’m going to enter one of the most premier universities here in the philippines.. the pressure will be on!

time to say goodbye to my old traits.. not taking my studies seriously(isn’t it surprising, a guy like me who’s not taking his subjects seriously passed upcat? just my luck), being immature at times, stupid trips..

time to say hello to washing my own clothes and cooking my own food(what can i say, i really don’t know how to do those), say hello to people i don’t really know personally but we’ll be living in the same house, say hello to new friends, to the “prof’s”, to the “deans”..

i’ll be away(i really mean “away”) from my own family who i have depended on most of my life.. (what would happen to me?oh my?!) hello to “independent carlo”..

goodbye to “everyday text”? goodbye to “lazy ass me”.. goodbye to “dabarkads”.. goodbye t.v. .. is it also goodbye to basketball? naa aah!!! i have it as one of my P.E.’s.. i’ll go crazy if i can’t play basketball anymore..

also, goodbye to computer games! NO! i don’t want to but i have to! too much sacrifice!

even if i have to sacrifice such things, i’m still lucky i’m going to study in u.p. NO CHOICE!

everything changes when you come up to college.. ah what can i say change is the only thing that’s constant here..

just dropping by…

hai.. only 8 more days before our graduation.8 days before we part ways.will we see each other again?when?

starting to think of what will happen to me in the next few months…

i’ll be busy working on my application for u.p.,familiarizing myself in cooking and washing my clothes.ireally dont know how todothose things.poor boy!i’ll be away from my family.

i’ll be very busy when classes start in june.the pressure is on.i’m going to study in the most prestigious university here in the philippines.what would it be like?many researches and paper works.

im going to meet new friends there.new people.but still,imgoing to live on my own.what would happen tome there?

i really need to make many preparations for my self.

i wish i have somebody i know there so i wont feel lonely too much.

good luck to me! and good luck to everyone!

supposed to be a happy day but turned out to be a bad and embarassing one!

it was feb. 1, monthsary namin ng g.f. q but mejo my away kame.. suposed 2 be dpt msya aq dat day but NO!!! i was not in proper haircut that tym and it was inspection day.. no reason to celebrate! ryt?! i was a student teacher dat tym. in our skul we have the so-called student’s wik wer students take over the jobs of the teachers for one wik. i was the physics teacher. there was a general assembly. of course, after that there’s an inspection. and the studetn teacher’s wer the first in line.me, the only one who’s not sporting proper haircut was called on by our principal and said i shud xplain why i haven’t had my haircut.. in front of the whole school!!! imagine having a public explanation?!! i was so embarassed i wasn’t in the mood.. i want you to comment on this.. is that the ryt thing 2 do as punishment for not having my haircut in tym? il w8 for your comments.. tnsx in advance!!!

gurls… they are really hard to understand!!!

february 9… evening… my girlfriend broke up with me again.. i guess that was the ninth time we broke up.. i just opened something bout her actions then she got angry with me… then broke up… hayy.. then later that night she was telling me this “drama” about her mistakes and everything.. she was like repenting or wat… i got pissed off with her coz of dat.. ang gulo nya!

feb. 10.. she was still doing this drama thing.. i was angry with her that time.. so i didnt texted her.. i just passed quotes to her.. and natamaan naman xa.. wen we txtd at night i told her all my “hinanakits”, anger and everything else.. then after that, i went to practice(basketball).. that time, her ate confronted her because she noticed smething wrong with my gf,, she txtd me when i came home,, she told me everything they have talked about.. she told me that my gf was crying all night and was not eating anything.. she told me to txt her.. and i did.. told her that i alredy forgave her..

next day.. i still wasn’t txtng her.. then she txtd me.. told me that “naliwanagan na xa”.. she said “nagsisi na xa sa mga gnwa nya at pkkpgbrek skn”.. and everything.. ahh.. then, I, the ever good guy and loving man to her, i told her that i rili forgave her and that i’l just forget that.. haay.. im always like dat.. love her kasi eh.,,

at least now, i see that she’s rili changing na.. that’s good.. and i think i made a good decxn.. one funny thing that she told me was “natrauma” daw xa sa galit na pnkta ko hehe.. kya she’s afraid na… tsk3.. nagui2lty tuloy ako..

but kailangan gawin eh.. dats the only way..